Lack of motivation

I have been so tired and stressed lately that I don't care as much about watching what I eat. Don't get me wrong, I am not going off the deep end and eating terrible, but not doing as well as I was. This weekend is a family bday party, so prob not going to be great. I do want to be skinny and healthy. I need my inspiration back. I need life to get better and that will help. I need to find a job that pays more or a husband to help pay bills! I am so tired of worrying about money! Enough complaining. I am still hoping for a loss Tuesday, but we will see. Night!